There are 3 paths, and two of them are torturous. I didn’t wake up and decide to pursue this journey. I was thrust into the 11th circle of hell, (Dante left 2 out for good reason) and had to find my way back.

I tried the “logical” way. I read, studied, and attended specially curated groups. I used my infinite mathematical knowledge.

It wasn’t enough.

In the end, I was still lost.

Flailing and drowning in a new world I knew nothing about, I did what I did when I first came into this world, I cried out.

Jesus answered my S.O.S.

This is the “map” I drew when I got back from hell.

Don’t be like Sisyphus.

I was almost like Sisyphus. Just going round and round, up and down with a boulder.

I’ll send an S.O.S to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my message in a bottle.

Message in a Bottle

Performed by The Police

Written by Gordon Sumner